I have been checking my email account inbox and instant messenger lists thrice a day for the past 20 days for a specific name that hasn't come up at all in instant messenger and has sent 3 messages by email. I've been sending long letters. I've asked them to meet me online on certain days of the week, but they haven't met me.
They don't love me anymore. So, I'm going to do what Isaac does. I'm going to freak them out and scare them away. Even though we have a 5 year history. It'll be fun, but painful at the same time. :wink: I can't wait to see what Isaac does. :roll: It's going to be nuts! I hope that afterwards, this person will still want to remain friends with me. If not, then I must apologize and separate. I've already spent 20 days without communicating with them, I know it is very well possible to carry on without having them.
A day is a gift from our heavenly Father. And each precious second within this day is a second given to us by Him. 'Tomorrow's another day.' When my mum says this, it usually means that she's forgiven anything I might have done to upset her and it is her way of looking to the positive rather than the negative. And tomorrow is another day.
And come tomorrow we'll see whether this person really is who and feels what she says. Why am I doing this? Because I'm a man of God. And in my love for Him I rejoice in the truth. There is to be no deceptive quality about any part of this life He has given me. Every single part has to be in tune with the Holy Spirit. No small detail can remain. I prayed to Him for an answer to this matter and He gave me one. And come tomorrow, I'll be putting an end or a damper to the past 5 years. And a start to new ones.
I have 3 quizzes I must prepare for tomorrow. :( In order: Calculus, Trigonometry, and then Physics. The most difficult of these is the Calculus. Then the Physics may pose some sort of challenge if I don't know what I'm doing. The trigonometry will be easy if I read over all of the information tonight in preparation. Well, I'm off to do some hard work. I have been asking myself lately: How can I ever expect to do the Lord's work if I can hardly do my own? I am changing that. And tomorrow is another day.
