There were cockroaches in the oven. One of them had an egg-sack on its end. This is terrible! All my life I've had to live in a cock roach infested house, until now. This was the one place where I could sleep at night without having to cover my ears with blanket for fear of roaches crawling in my ears and mouth. My mum's husband, who she's now in the process of divorcing, spent months laying on the couch, jobless. And his sister's van was infested with them, and since he is such a slob, he brought them in, and now we're infested with them.
I've had just about enough of that... Like... I used to live in a two story house, which is now demolished, where the cock-roaches were finger sized, and exploded in pus, water, and yellow stuff when you killed them. And the last house had cock roaches, plus termites, ants, and palm-sized spiders that could run as fast as I could. They've invaded the oven. So my sister and I took out the non-perishable food and sprayed behind there to make a barrier. But it's so gross to have them here. I can't leave my family in such a state, I have to try and do something.
So I'm going to turn to God, and pray, and ask for solutions to this problem. Or if He could do something to help with this... Because nothing is impossible with God.
The same kingdom of heaven where Christ prepared a place for us: no pests are there, no dust, no rust, no fungi to decompose anything. Every thing there is living, and nothing breaks. I long for, in my heart, the peace of what God gave as an inheritance.
Well, at least this has been one of our smaller problems!
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