I'm a man of Christ. I spend my time loving others. I think and feel and reason just as any other man with sin. But I have the Word on my side...
I haven't spoken to Carolyn in a week. I wanted to come and see her at the end of the month, but I suppose that that's not going to happen. I'd have needed to have talked to her parents and things before I bought any flights or greyhounds. Oh well. I love her a lot, and I think about her often.
What can I do? I can't say, "hey, let's talk." I can't call her, I have to wait until she's online before I can call her. We're miles away, so I can't walk to her house and ask if she can come out to play... I just have to wait. I have a lot of patience. But in this case, waiting is hard, waiting hurts.
The pain isn't a pleasant feeling. I'm starting to question if she loves me as much as I thought she did. Possibly not. But do I know that? And how can I find out? I can't just log on and access her like I can everything else. She's a woman of Christ, living with sin like all of us here.
I'm not perfect and neither is she. But I'm sad that I haven't talked to her for what seems like ages...
I'm sad... Well. I know where to take this trouble. I know where to take this sadness. I know where to take these worries. And by my heavenly Father, I'll have peace...
posted by: dahar (reply)
post date: 06.12.04 (4:01 pm)
I have the Word on my side too... let's say it together...
"Shazzaam!"
