"...Why? Because that's the very thing that an absolutely sovereign God who loves me more than it can be defined knows that I need to make me like His Son, so that I might bear an extra weight of glory. Why do you have so many? Some of you are like me - you're in your 40s, 50s, late 30s... You've just come to realize that there's a whole lot of hopes and dreams out there - desires and everything that you had for your life that aren't going to be fulfilled. It's driving you mad - you'll probably end up doing something stupid like committing adultery or getting debt. And you don't understand that all those things are created by God, not by the devil. So that you'll stop wanting all those things are turn to Him, and want Him, and be full! And be full. The sovereignty of God..."