Last night, was a very, very hard night. I was at work from 12-9, and boy was it difficult. There were a lot of tribulations. Trials. All discipline from the Holy Spirit. But at the end of the night, I asked the Lord... Please Lord, tell me that you love me. Just tell me that you love me... I know you do, well, I need to hear it right now! He answered me! In His own special ways, in His Word, He told me... I did, but you didn't believe. You see, I'm redeemed. The very fact that I'm receiving trials/tribulations is fact that I have His love - to the unsaved, a sign of perdition, but for me, of salvation. His love displayed in the cross. Suffering and trial. Tears of pain, tears of joy. As I read in Nicole Sober's Facebook entry this morning, to live is Christ. But to die would be better. I follow Jesus! I wont fear what man will do to me - God is who comforts me. What are you, [man], going to do, kill me and send me to heaven?!! Well, the fact that I've written this post is proof of His love, if you can see why that is.

Cheers,
Isaac D.