I got a call from Jason Macedo, and I went back to some of the old posts on my blog because wanted to show him one where I posted that I'd start learning the guitar the next day, and what happened. But, as I was looking, I was reading on some of the things that I was typing, and the evil comments from a few people, and why I hadn't replied the way I supposed to. Why I was typing all sorts of things that were true, but weren't really too relevant, and my style of typing. It's all there in the archive. Some of it's embarrasing! Some posts about women... Some about embarrassing things I thought were ministry... Superbiblical ideas that I'd gotten from false teachings.

I fell into false teachings because I hadn't repented from sin. I was built on a foundation of sand... On a me-centered thing rather than the Christ-centered Gospel.

It's all about Jesus Christ. Not me. I found the exact time I fell into sin within the blogs. January of some year. It blinded me for so long, and I hadn't repented of it until 2005. I fell headlong into false teaching because of sin. The true passion died, and I'd began to read scripture not for the Lord but to satisfy the lusts of my mind or intellect. What a disgusting thing. Somehow I thought I was serving God through this false Shepherd's Chapel Arnold Murray Gospel, when I was lifted up with pride. Eventually the Lord hit me so hard with the law, I was completely crushed, and He delivered me from it, after crushing me with it. But boy is it sad to follow Christ and because you're not in the Spirit, be led astray from the Shepherd! What a treacherous world and area around that perfect path of Jesus Christ.

That's why it's so important to click on this link: www.needGod.com. And why it's so important to be in the light of God's own goodness and righteousness: to see your true spiritual state before God and repent. Why the law is so important. And why God is so good... Now I scream Repent! Repent and be converted! Repent and trust in the only Saviour! Turn from sin, and surrender to the only one to return from the dead: God in the flesh!

You can adore the Savior. You can worship Him. You can love Him. You can praise His name. But until you trust Him, you've wasted your time. Until the white flag of repentance is raised, and your whole is surrendered to God. Until you've come out of the dark completely to the light, you haven't repented. You're not in the will of God. Pretty hard. :-( But I type it in love... Cheers!